Saturday, August 12, 2006
time is passing really fast.
its starting t really get t me.
i'm so afraid that i wont get my desired results.
i dont want the history t repeat.
i dont want t go through what i went through in primary six.
the torture of leaving my best friends.
and now come t think of it; we're drifting so far apart.
i dont know when i'm gonna meet pam again.
(HELLO PAM AND SAM? WHERE ARE YOU?)
i dont even know if our relationship will stay the same.
all the promises i've made;
all the promises i've broken;
i just want t mend everything now.
i want t show my mum my ability through this time's results.
yeah.
i know everythings not the same anymore.
yy just asked me one question," why did i go t him for help instead of the rest?"
i really didnt know the answer.
but i'm really thankful t him.
i guess he was the one who made me change drastically.
THANK YOU BROTHER!
for the benefit of SHEN JIANQING.
RED IS FOR PRIMARY SCHOOL.
BLUE IS FOR SECONDARY SCHOOL.GREEN IS FOR AKLTG.a sudden sense of nostalgic-ness drowned my thoughts just now.
i thought of the times i had in primary school.
the playing in the rain;
the running around on the basketball court;
the avoiding of amelia teh (HEH!);
the time sam/pam/me took lift without permission and got caught;
the time we locked mrs john in the balcony;
the days we hated sherry(hello girl! where are you?!);
the eating of fried rice with cabbage;
the china trip when pam/me cried in the girl's house during homestay;
the car rides when we went for tuition;
the gossips about syeila and sam;
the many times we went t the toilet after every period;
the pretence of taking books from our lockers when we're actually talking;
then the times in secondary school.
the sleeping in class;
the bullying of lowkokmeng;
the fighting between fushiyong and shiongbin;
the folding of skirts;
the ankle socks;
the racial harmonies;
the assembly-s when we threw sweets;
the crushes here and there;
the gossips;
the DING DING DING DING BAAA BAAA (yunhao are you reading this!);
the skipping of extra lessons;
the phoney phone call(hello jorina/jiali!);
the watching of basketballers from afar;
the playing of water bombs (hello sharon/serene/yuanxing/daryl);
the outings;
the pool games;
the softball camp when we played basketball during the night;
the sec2 camp mud throws (hello jianqing!);
the sleepovers (hello hongjun/yuanxing/shaun!);
the conference phone calls (hello darren/hongjun/xiangwei);
and lastly the wondrous times in akltg.
the late nights out;
the crying and sadness;
the holding ons;
the sorrys and thank yous;
the misses and loves;
the arguments and misunderstandings;
the crushes;
the gatherings when we have little time on our hands;
the games we played;
the late night phone calls and conferences (hello kailshen/fishball/angel/jiayu/donavan/arul!);
the unhappiness and gossips about other people(hello angel!);
the writing of appreciation letters;
the stalking from participants (hello weiyang!);
the catching up on sleep in tr3;
the playing of singalongs with amin;
the punisments for latecomings (hello DONAVAN!);
the suppers from T-R-Y funds (hello terence/ariel/kelvin!);
the supporting of each other no matter what;
the trust;
the love care concern;
the no need of words t understand (hello angel/jiayu/shuyi/lilian/ally!);
the rumours (hello NICOLE/DONAVAN/weiyi/wayne/ally!);
the eating of "sperms" (hello donavan!);
the failed celebration of birthdays (hello hafizah/angel/arul/donavan!);
the booster when there wasnt enough coaches;
the covering ups when the rest were sick (hello joey!);
the meeting of new people from everywhere;
the gaying with dominic/adriel;
the encouraging sms-es (hello angel/jiayu/kenneth/arul!);
the hugs and songs we sang together;
the numerous graduations when we felt glad for the changed participants;
the sense of achievements;
and the list goes on.
i really want t thank those who have been there for me.
sam i still remember you were so shocked when i called and talked t you and cried which was like 73489563487953 years ago.
the realising of mistakes(thanks joey/cheryl/lydia/pearlyn).
and many others.
i'm now embarking on my journey t get my As for o's.
i will see all of you my loves, in december!
hello weitang! i missed you!
we'll all hug and kiss and miss each other again!
i cant wait.
meanwhile; i promise t study hard and not let all of you down. (:
hello yy; i'm all GROWN UP!
hello pam and sam;
i still love you although we dont talk as much nowadays.
really hope t catch up soon!
hello jiali/jorina/shuwen/nerine;
i'm missing all the two one people!
can we plan a gathering after the o's?
and yessssssss!
thank you MR MELVIN LIM for the sponsoring of class chalet for 4e4 2006.
its greatly appreciated!
we'll all be looking forward t getting drunk/playing striptease/running around during midnight/etc.
really wish t see all my beloved reaaaaal soon!
(hello ally! i miss you!)
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